s h a d o w; 1. a dark area or shape produced by a body coming between rays of light and a surface. 2. used in reference to proximity, ominous oppressiveness, or sadness and gloom. OTA 25/8 - Action, Texts, Etc. ( art )
[ on his end of things, megumi sighs because not surprised, given he asked the question himself, but people in general are so disappointing. stressful. not nisaka. but the people responsible for the 'busy' hours of that place. why aren't teachers more mindful or aware? he can't imagine something so regular could go unnoticed by everyone. but some would surely choose to Ignore it for their own selfish reasons, even if kids are getting hurt.
it makes him sick honestly. ]
I'll keep that in mind.
[ ex-delinquent soon to be delinquent-anew. that school is going to start having rumors that will get back to megumi's school about a 'devil' who seems to consistently beat up bullies but is never 'seen'. then megumi's "teacher" will have a solid hour laugh about it when he realizes the truth.
"you can't really mind your own business, can you, megumi?"
[ nisaka can't help but feel a little guilty, actually. isn't he just burdening some virtual stranger with nonsense? problems that are nisaka's alone to deal with (and, frankly, sometimes his own that he creates), yet here he is, talking so freely about it like he expects megumi to do something. he doesn't. but he imagines megumi might actually be a decent person, and what decent person wouldn't feel the weight of knowing someone else is suffering?
nisaka really is selfish, isn't he? and all this for what? the chance to speak to someone outside of it all? pathetic. ]
It's not any trouble. I'm in the area plenty, and I usually have time to kill.
[ waiting for 'emergencies' to show up and all. it wouldn't sit right with megumi if he knew that nisaka felt guilty, but having no idea, he can only make clear his own perspective on the situation, which is as stated above. in ways, it is a completely logical use of time. if he can handle cursed spirits, he can certainly handle five or ten or twenty ill behaved morons who think their lacks of empathy and sympathy are fine to operate on with other human beings. ]
[ nisaka is this π€ close to asking if he goes around wearing a mask, too, but he refrains. as amusing as the thought is, he has to step back into seriousness for a moment. ]
Even still. I'd feel pretty awful if any of that happened to you because of me.
It's not really necessary. I'm not acting out of selflessness. That kind of behavior is just something I can't tolerate.
[ people with a fractional often even false sense of power stepping all over others often 'because they can'. maybe it shouldn't tick him off as much as it does, but...well. too late. ]
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how the hell did he manage to read between the lines so easily? ]
It's a pretty popular spot for that kind of activity.
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it makes him sick honestly. ]
I'll keep that in mind.
[ ex-delinquent soon to be delinquent-anew. that school is going to start having rumors that will get back to megumi's school about a 'devil' who seems to consistently beat up bullies but is never 'seen'. then megumi's "teacher" will have a solid hour laugh about it when he realizes the truth.
"you can't really mind your own business, can you, megumi?"
maybe not. ]
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nisaka really is selfish, isn't he? and all this for what? the chance to speak to someone outside of it all? pathetic. ]
Don't let it trouble you too much. [ please. ]
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[ waiting for 'emergencies' to show up and all. it wouldn't sit right with megumi if he knew that nisaka felt guilty, but having no idea, he can only make clear his own perspective on the situation, which is as stated above. in ways, it is a completely logical use of time. if he can handle cursed spirits, he can certainly handle five or ten or twenty ill behaved morons who think their lacks of empathy and sympathy are fine to operate on with other human beings. ]
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You could get hurt, or in trouble.
[ even with his guilt, nisaka almost laughs. who is this guy? ]
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I don't get hurt easily and I don't usually get in trouble either. I just don't like bullies.
[ about as straightforward as one can be... ]
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Even still. I'd feel pretty awful if any of that happened to you because of me.
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I'm responsible for myself.
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So it's not only your responsibility.
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[ because he is just stubborn enough to not say 'okay maybe' to that ]
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[ he is Trying to remember but a Pile Of Bodies is just...such a vague measurement...but surely decent to place conviction in?!... ]
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So you're just... okay with this.
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[ people with a fractional often even false sense of power stepping all over others often 'because they can'. maybe it shouldn't tick him off as much as it does, but...well. too late. ]
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I still feel responsible.
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If you insist, I guess.
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